Returning The Smile You Had From The Start lyrics

You wanted to know if
if it was worth the pain that it has casued us
Both our lives
subtract one life
To know why it was you deserved this

As simple as I can
I will tell you the difference
between a pencil and a pen
and where it will leave us
now as you body lets you die
and i sit here still alive

In my memory I wrote you down in ink
I never wanted to erase your story
even with the tragedy it brings

the fluid in your lungs
that tells you your losing
stop breathing
the medicine that comes will fix you will help you
but takes you from conscious to sleep
place my hands to face and weep

something beautiful
something torn from my hands
I'm not ready for you to die
(I can't leave here like this.
get awat from her)

this day will end
with a life complete
My closest friend here in front of me.
(That is not all that she was.
I don't want to say goodbye yet)